ILL

I am super sick today, my head feels like a thousand pounds.
I once again got a call for a job in the cities today. argh, its getting old fast.
I'm so ready for new years I just need to feel better to enjoy it.
Nothing really thrilling going on besides that..

New Beginnings

Back from my little holiday break. Its interesting how life can take such unexpected turns. So, Ryan is going to be working for his dad meaning I am moving back to Green Bay. The strangest thing is the day I am back here I have got 2 phone calls for jobs in the city. I now have to pack all of my belongings asap. Yet I am ill today so that isnt going down I am going shopping with maggie for things for her new place. So here is a list of all the things I managed to do over the weekend break.
I signed a lease for a place in De Pere WI
Got our truck fixed because it was majorly broken
Ryan got a job with his dad
I went to a funeral
babysat lexie
Saw my family, ryans family and my friends
Celebrated xmas and ate way to much
Went to church two times

As 2009 turns to 2010 I look forward to new beginnings and im just going with the flow of things. I am putting my job hunting on hold till I move back to the green bay area. Unless I see a job I really want because I cant be driving there all the time for interviews. I hope you look forward on traveling with me through this crazy journey.

Sandra Lee on the food network makes me super hungry when I watch her shows. Today I am heading home for the holidays. We have to leave as soon as ryan is done with work due to this huge snow storm coming this way. The projections say 12 in of snow so Im getting the hell outta here. haha. It will be the first time traveling with both the cat and dog, which should be interesting.
Well I will not be posting anything till after the holiday, so have a great holiday!

Try to enjoy your family, if your family is anything like mine there maybe some tension but just keep in mind that lifes to short to hold grudges! injoy the company!

Happy Holidays!!

the ocean and I

Sometimes you feel like your drowning. Then in the last moment you manage to just push your head to the surface of the water....

Sadly for me I think sometimes the end is where I drown. In my last post I hinted at the fact that I have lost some really important people in my life this year. Yesterday I lost yet another family member. My Aunt Carol passed yesterday.
Id like to remember them all as they were young and happy but its so hard to sometimes.

RIP
Dede (Diane) Kielar (my boyfriends mother) Feb 2009
Emerdine Wesoloski (my grandmother) Oct 2009
Carol Becks ( my great aunt) Dec 2009

Its been a long year. It has been hard for me to be in the blogging world because I can not put words to alot of what has gone on this year. I have lost to majorly important people in my life this year and its hard to really reflect on that. I just graduated yesterday and im looking for a fresh start. Which is why I have created this little blog.